X-RAY RESULTS, LETS DO THIS!!!!!!!
Jun 15, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZhnRdQ9lh8

I am just making a very quick video to
remind everybody that I have my giveaway
coming up on June 28th it's a Friday so
it's either the 28th or the 29th but it
is on a Friday I think it's the 28th
actually um so I wanted to update
everybody make sure that if you want to
be put into the drawing please mark your
name down in the comments and just write
your name slash or - or heart or
whatever giveaway that way I know to put
you guys in for the giveaway um next
thing that I wanted to update on was I
did get the results back for my x-ray so
according to my doctor he looked at the
x-ray and he said that he does not see
any fracture between my knee or my hip
thank God but he thinks that it could
just be some really serious internal
bruising and he said that could be very
painful especially because you know
you're moving your leg constantly on a
daily basis so he said just take it easy
there's really nothing you can do about
it it's gonna be painful I'm like all
right um and we already know that I have
arthritis in my knees so that wasn't you
know a shocker there and so he said most
likely what is going on with my knee is
that it isn't flared or it's inflamed
because of the fall so it just kind of
upset the arthritis a little bit to just
kind of attack a little bit more um but
he said everything looked really good
other than he said probably internal
bruising so um I think I'm not gonna go
forth with the cortisone shot because if
it's just bruising I know it's gonna be
painful and I'm just gonna have to push
through it and you know just just deal
with it on a natural basis I I am really
trying to stay away from taking like
tylenol and ibuprofen of like
I'll pit I have been icing my knee quite
a bit my hip it's kind of hard to really
ice it so I just I was kind of dealt
with it but that's just the grips of it
all I'm just dealing with it and then
what else I think that's it we're gonna
take the kids to the park a little bit
later oh I thought I had a bug in my
room I'm like oh no we ain't starting
this again um but we're gonna take the
kids to the park is a beautiful day and
then we have to run to the store and I
got to get some more epoxy because I've
got one two three four more cups to do
before I'm caught up and I'll have all
my orders out within this week but no it
they should be done and ready to be
shipped out and yeah that was pretty
much it we just really had much of a
chill morning this morning just kind of
relaxing not doing much of anything
other than just fine spending family
time and I did I I did get on the scale
today I did check it and I did record it
because I was like well I'm just gonna
record it whether it is what it is or
whether it's not what it it's not or
what I want to hear what I don't want to
hear but um I'm cramping really bad
today and I have had a little bit of
bleeding and I don't know if that's just
from the IUD being removed I know that
my doctor said that that could happen
like you can spot here and there for you
know even to cut up to a couple weeks
after especially after having it removed
but hopefully it won't be too long I got
a hair my face hopefully it won't be too
long before they can get me scheduled to
just go into the hospital and have the
Mirena put back in we did decide with
the Mirena I know some people were kind
of questioning if I did or if I didn't
or what I was gonna do we decided to go
back with the IUD because the birth
control pill the oral pill it causes
weight gain rapid weight gain and my
doctor doesn't feel comfortable doing
that especially
cuz I'm really working to lose weight so
he doesn't want to hinder my journey of
what I'm already trying to do so he
doesn't feel the oral would be good plus
it can have you know tendencies to raise
your blood pressure and things like that
I had been on in 2004 I was on oral
birth control to help with my cycles
like to get them you know regular and
stuff like that because I was like
everywhere and two weeks and to have
been been on it they don't know if I had
suffered a stroke from it or what had
happened they they don't know if it was
a slight stroke or if it was my silent
migraines that I struggle with but they
did not feel comfortable being able to
give me a pill that has hormone in it
because my body just kind of rejects it
so there was that for the oral pill so
that was out of the question just
immediately and then there's the
implement I think it's how you call it
and then there's the depo at both of
those he said the same thing he doesn't
feel confident putting that those
suggestions out there for me because
again it deals with mood swings and you
all know I don't need help with mood
swings so we decided that that wasn't
going to be a best option either so the
best option for me is to go back with
the IUD I'm just you know I'm going with
the flow whatever happens happens you
know I I can stress either way but at
the same time why am I gonna just focus
completely on the negative rather than
just say okay you know what let's take
it let's roll with it see what happens
worst case scenario we have to take it
back out and if we have to take it back
out then we obviously know that it's
just not meant for me to have one
but the reason we took it out this last
time was due obviously because he could
not get it put in the correct spot
whereas when he does it at the hospital
he'll be able to have visual help with
the ultrasound to be able to place it in
the right place and you know so that one
won't hopefully be an issue but other
than that my body did wasn't rejecting
it rejecting it he said that my cycle
was really really heavy this month
probably because my body was trying to
bleed it out but that was because it
wasn't in the right spot so it looked at
it as a foreign object up there that
needed to come down okay hold on just a
minute okay okay
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God their fathers out in the living room
I know he is but sometimes you know dads
I'm thinking a little involved in their
Netflix videos or their YouTube videos
so anyways that's why he said that my
body was probably bleeding heavy on this
cycle was cuz it was trying to bleed
something that was horn in my body out
but that shouldn't be the case once he
gets it in the right spot so other than
that I didn't have any issues with the
IUD I think I did adjusting was my body
for probably about a two week week and a
half I kind of felt a little bit on edge
like oh I'm not feeling a hundred
percent here I was a little bit more
antsy anxious but also during that same
time also in the process of getting my
meds all adjusted we were adding and
subtracting pills and trying to figure
out the formula that was gonna work best
for me so not only did I have the IUD
place but we were also playing with meds
so it could have been a bounce bounce a
bunch of different things to play into
why I had a feeling that the IUD was
causing me to have a little bit more
hyped anxiety issue but there at the
very end before I had it removed I it
was perfectly fine I didn't I never ever
ever felt it I nothing like that so that
is why we've decided to go for us with
the IUD again I've seen multiple
questions as why can't all II just go
get a vasectomy because we're not
technically doing this for a birth
control aspect we're doing it because of
my endometriosis
so if all II was to go and get a
vasectomy that's not going to help with
my endometriosis that's going to help
with birth control sure that would
Kirra not having any more kids but
that's not the original reason we are
doing this there's other methods to
birth control that you know would work
that we don't have to go that route so
and I personally don't feel comfortable
having him do something like that
so that is something we have discussed
privately and that is a conversation
that I don't want to really discuss but
it is something that we have discussed
as a couple that we don't feel that that
would be something we would want to
personally pursue in as taking surgical
matters but that's just us and our you
know our feelings as a married couple
but I'm not you know I'm not shaming
anybody that chooses to do that but
personally for me I I don't and he
doesn't feel comfortable with that so
for those reasons we've chosen to not
take surgical routes for him to get the
vasectomy or for me to get a tubule like
a tubal ligation my doctor did say he
could do it but again that's not the
reason we're doing this it's for my
endometriosis so that clears up that
question but other than that that was
more or less just kind of what I want to
do is just fill you guys in a little bit
give you guys the update on my x-ray let
you guys know that thank goodness there
is nothing severely wrong it's just you
know it's gonna be hurtful but you just
got to do what you got to do I he did
say no bike I was like well can I just
do my Bly ask - he didn't technically
call me but mine I asked my nurse she
ran the question through to him and he
came back with uh he would suggest me
not doing the stationary bike right now
especially because I do have the
bruising and it could just kind of make
it worse more sore and so let's not push
an extra issue on what it's already
trying to heal so he said no stationary
bike right now but he does say that
walking is fine as long as I'm
comfortable and I'm not really hurting
sit down exercises are perfectly fine
water aerobics would be great but right
now we're not in a position that we can
get to a pool I don't own a pool and I
in a position to go ahead and make a
commitment to purchase a gym membership
right now especially because here the
gym membership is fairly expensive so if
I know that I can't commit 100% to using
the pool for the purposes of the
membership I just don't want to make
that step right now
but it's not something that's out of the
question it's just something out of the
question right now maybe in the future
but the Sun is great the weather is
perfect there's no reason to not get out
and do some family walking walking by
myself you know doing my my exercises
inside the house outside the house you
know there's many things to do I don't
have to just go to a gym gyms are great
but I think that gyms you know are great
for like when weather is nasty or you
know or you know yes the pool but can't
take my kids to the park or the park I
can't take my kids to the pool and I
want to get them out just as much as I'm
getting out so this has become a family
thing as well as working with mommy to
help me get healthy my kids love getting
out there and I want to get them out in
the fresh air and so that's why today
we're going to the park and letting them
play and mommy's gonna have a little bit
of a good time you know to do a little
bit of working out or walking whatever
whatever we call it but yeah so that's
that's what we've got planned today but
anyways I hope you guys are having a
wonderful wonderful start to your guyses
weekend again thank you to all the new
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I appreciate you guys so much every one
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very long time too the ones that have
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the first thing I think about is you
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and the comments that I get you know we
discuss those things and it's just
awesome to see such amazing people out
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and I am so happy to be a part of it
with all of you guys so anyways I am in
a close here my kids they're getting
excited to go to the park and I want to
go before it gets a little too warm but
take care of you guys I will check in
with you guys very soon oh and I will
place the record for my weight loss I
did lose two pounds this so far do pound
since what was it couple days ago but I
just wanted to place that in there again
remember I'm not doing I'm really not
gonna be focusing on the scale but I
just wanted to at least see the scale go
down a little bit before I just like
tuck the scale away and so anyways we're
not getting used to the scale reading
every single day or week or you know
there's no commitment to when I want to
weigh in but I when I do do my weigh ins
I will record them and I will put them
up so you guys see what I see
anyways I love each and every one of you
guys have a wonderful day and I'll talk
to you soon
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